HAPPINESS

I never really do blogs about the things that happened on my birthday, but today was an exception. Because I shut off the birthday notification on my FB account, no one bothered to post birthday greetings/wishes on my timeline. I got my early birthday greeting from my father on v-day but it did not end well. We end up arguing with each other over petty things. Then later that evening, around 12 midnight, I got an FB message from Mitch. It was heartwarming and I was emotional after I read her message. Mitch's birthday also falls on the month of February and I can say I feel safe every time I pour my heart out to her.
It was just another ordinary 15th day of February for me. I was awaken by a call from my mother, but I chose to ignore it. After 1 hour of staring at my white wall, I decided to get off of bed to have breakfast. Mom called me again and this time I answered my phone. Well this day was a bit weird because my housemates were kind of distant towards me. I felt lost because they were so busy doing things of which I think was work related. I slept the whole day without even getting a single birthday message from anybody. My sister called me and we chatted for few minutes. I took a bath later in the afternoon and went out to get my laundry. I never really imagined that a SURPRISE was waiting for me. I'm just speechless! I never thought that these people whom I just met last year were planning to celebrate my birthday! No words can describe my happiness! I don't like extravagant gifts. I just want simple things and memories worth keeping!
I am not getting any younger! My experience in life probably has taught me to cherish memories because they just come once in a lifetime!

I found friendship in a strange place,  friends worth keeping!

FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART- ARIGATOU GOZAIMASU!

Date: February 15, 2014
Time: 1:26AM
Sender: Mitchel Olive Pascual

"Strong, wild, understanding and one-of-a-kind, these words are not enough to describe who you are dear Ren. Almost 9 years have passed since the first time we met. We met in an unlikely circumstance. I have to admit that even though we were classmates, I did not know and care about you until the day we decided to enter the sisterhood together and from there on until now, you are one of the most important persons in my life. I would still want to continue to be a part of your life from here on. I want to listen to your stories and just watch you talk about life and whatnot. The End. That was so un-me, if there is ever such a word/term, anyway Ren a Happy 20something Birthday! How are you? Love Life that I don’t know of?! Anything! Like what I’ve written a while ago, I miss listening to you. No one wants to talk to me anymore and tell their stories. Everyone’s already busy, which is normal at this age of life. By the way, you are OK! (If you are feeling bad about yourself that is.) I’ve been thinking what kind of letter I should write to you and until now I’ve yet to decide. I will just continue talking from here on, OK? You can’t really answer that, right? Profile Reneelou Solito Balaba Female (Active supporter of Equality for Men and Women, leaning to the Women superiority of course) 20something (Although, you act like a mother of a dozen at times, this may be one of the reason why you are called Mama Ren by many~ although I don’t.) Active (Not only talking about lifestyle, but at how you see life. You seem to be always moving forward. You like what you do which is something that I really admire about you. ) Daugther (Child of not only your parent but of God as well) Sister (A reliable sister who would always protect Rheza and those you care most about esp. the girls and the dogs) There are so much more to write, because as I have written, no words could flesh out Reneelou Solito Balaba. Ren’s Memory Corner Since memory is a fluctuating kind of concept, I’d like to write in here the most memorable things about my relationship with you. These, however, does not sum up all the things we’ve experienced together. The Slap-Paddle’s Pain-Admin Building Airport-Chemistry-Kristel June Sartagoda- Shouting Ren- Angry Ren- Sad Ren- Happy Ren- Ren Going To The Gym- Ren Singing- Ren Eating- Ren in the Hospital- Ren and Habal Habal- Dorm with Ren- Hugging Ren- Crying with Ren- Holding Ren’s Hands- Scared Ren- Sweet Ren-Studying Ren- Ren + Math- Reporting with Ren- Dancing Ren-Ren and the Sea Ren, if I haven’t told you before. I am glad to have met someone like you in my lifetime. I thanked the universe, the supreme being, UP and LLS for bringing us closer together. You are one of the people aside from my family, I’d love to see in my death bed (given that I plan to die before 50 years old). Ren, I love You! Have a blast this year!"

NODAME CANTABILE

"It's pointless to just envy other people's worlds.
I have to change my world myself."

- Sinichi Chiaki,

Nodame Cantabile

MISSING YOU

This is such a sad song. Urgh it hurts! My poor heart! Help!

"Let’s remember each other even as time goes onThat we had each other back then"

REPOST: "FRIDAY NIGHT"

friday night

Friday Night

(July 18, 2009)

I saw you, you looked at me

Our eyes meet, none of us speak

You just passed by me, I just let you go

You have your own life, I’ve got my own

Everyday seems gloomy

I’m hoping everyday that you would come

Standing in the corner where I met you

Patiently reminiscing your naive face

It was Friday night that you came

But you just stared at me from across the street

As I make my steps to you, you turn your back

I was left in the middle, raindrops started to fall that Friday night

I always sense your presence

I want to look deep into those brown eyes

I yearn to escape from this feeling

Yet I always find myself staying

Early morning I wait by the garden

Still wishing to see you

I’m drowning by the intensity

But you never came to save me

REPOST: "YOU" (JULY 5, 2009)

You

YOU

(7/5/09)

Though you shadow me with your love

I am still radiant

You look into my eyes

Like I am the only woman for you

Your embrace is caressing me

Your voice is like music to my ear

You treat me like diamonds

And put me in to pedestal

You said you were blessed

But it’s the other way around

You held your hand to mine

And keep whispering words I want to hear

You love me, and I love you

Witnessed by the stars above

You promised me the universe

Sadly, I haven’t found you yet

HAPPY VALENTINES!

“Love is a sweet tyranny, because the lover endures his torments willingly.” We all fall in love. No matter how silly the reasons are or how far we go for the person we fell in love with, the important thing is that we felt it!